I just wanted to take the time to tell my Master Key Family to hang in there.
This week we held our annual Halloween party. It’s a pretty big event in the Matthews’s home. Warning if you are ever thinking of having an annual party, don’t’ because once you get started the community will never let you stop. I mean NEVER!!!. So at the end of the party one of the many toils I get to face is loading all the tables and chairs up and returning them back to where ever in the world we got them. That in itself takes scheduling. So I had finally reach the end of my deliveries at my in-laws house. They have this incredible huge beast of a dog. Just today on the internet I saw these picture of these cow that have been fed steroids since birth. That what this dog looks like,only all black. The dog’s name is DOZER, if that gives you any idea. So this bull of a dog just walks around freely on this property. This dog is one of the nicest dogs in the world. However because of his size even his love hurts alittle. I found the trick is to pet the dog before the dog thinks to “nudge” your side for attention. The other amazing thing about this dog is ,that despite not having a fence or any barrier he never leaves his acer of a backyard. In truth if I had a shock collar that would give me a shock I could hear, I would not leave my backyard either. I know that his shock collar has not worked for over a year, yet he know exactly where to stop. So I am guessing you know my question before even have to ask. Your going to make me ask aren’t you. What mental shock collar keeps you stuck in the backyard of your life? Please share.
I have to say that things are going pretty well. At least this is how I was feeling as I was driving an hour to my doctor’s appointment. My old blue print is pretty crafty. Let me explain. Often when I drive I listen to my Pandora radio station. Now that I am in my 30’s I find that I do like a lot of different types of music. I do like Hip-hop, but I find that I don’t listen to it as much as I use to. Today I was feeling so good that I thought what the heck and put on a station named 90’s Hip-Hop. Man! All the hits one after another. Memories flooded back and my mood was at an all-time high. I imagined to myself that I was kicked back in a chair tittering on two legs with my feet on the desk and cold drink in my hand letting the music play not a care in the world. All the lyric came back to me as if I wrote the raps myself. “Rolling down the street smoking indo sipping on…” Then I saw a rectangle blue sign as I drove. The image of me laid back in the chair changed or more accurately was added to by the subby. A silver shield badged was add to my chest and the cold drink was replaced by a ring of keys. I thought “Oh $h!# who’s guarding the subby” Each word of the lyric after that was like angry inmates smashing their food trays against the bars. Because of the Master key stillness exercise I was able to quickly close the crash gates on the unchecked influences passing right in front of the “guard at the gate” to the subby. Not on my watch! What old blue print influences are still at the gates of your subby? Please share.
I remember watching a magic show on tv one night. There was man and a woman sitting at a bar having a conversation. The camera kept panning back in forth between while show everything that was happening in the background. Once the skit was over the show announcer asked the tv viewer (me) if I notice what changed. When they rewind the scene only then did I notice all of the thing that they change right before my eyes. Thing are really going well in my life right now. I really can’t explain it. I have been doing a lot of thinking as I am sure all of us have been. So here is what I have been thinking. What came first, attention or creation? In these last 3 weeks, have these great things in my life always been there and I am now just noticing them? Or have I created them and attract them into existences? What do you think? Is this happening to anyone else?
Week two for me was like trying to catch a flight. Have you ever been in this situation? One time I had a layover in San Francisco, CA on my way to LA. This was my first time on a plane and my first time on the west coast. I landed at SF and being young I did exactly what the airport worker told me to do. I was escorted to my next gate where I was to wait for my next flight. My layover was for an hour and being that It was my first time I did not leave the gate for any reason. I did not even chance going to the bathroom because I did not want to miss my flight. The wait was long, waits always seem longer when you don’t know where you are going or you have never been to the destination. I was relieved when it was time to board. So I wait for my turn to board as I wonder how could there be anymore room on the plane. I hand my ticket over to the flight attendant and did my best to balance all of my stuff with out dropping anything when she tells me that this is not my plane. She explains that my plane gate had moved and my new gate was on the other side of he airport. I remember thinking to myself that I sat in a chair and watch that gate the whole time and it had not moved! I thought this but did not say. She then give me that poor kid look( you know the one, when they tilt their head to one side and slightly stick out their bottom lip) She than check the computer again and tells me that they have started to board the plane. Long story short I rushed and made the plane. However, even after the plane was in the air I had the feeling of being left behind. Till this day I avoid SF airport at all cost. So in week 2 I am doing my part but I still feel like I am being left behind.
This is my very first blog ever, so welcome. The resistant is real. As I started to follow the direction that I was given in week 1 workbook my mind came under attack. I was bombard with rationalization and reason that I should stop, or maybe do this at another time when it’s more convenient. Am I being brain washed? Is this the first steps that people go through before the pack their bags for their cult vacation. I am mostly kidding, but not much. I started to think could the man that everyone has always said had a good head on his shoulder secretly crazy? When trying to sit still, I could not believe how fracture my mind is, and the funny thing is is that I am an optimist. If you where to ask my friend I am the one they come to to be uplifted. Another discovery that I made is during this quite time I though of a person that I am close to. I could not understand why my body had such a negative feeling a reaction to this thought. I was glade that I had already braced my body not to move because my mind was able to analyze this from a distance .Feeling my body like this was like watching a teen that completely over reacts to a spiders. So this brings me to a question, does are body have a physical reaction to people we come in contact with on a daily basis with out our minds knowledge. And if that is true, what about situations? What do you think?